I have been Bipolar for years and under control, but now I seem to also have Hypomania. The medication causes me to gain an already increased weight! It is a merry-go-round of emotions in high speed and continually up and down. My memory is gone. Time, dates, and everything inbetween. It is hard to tolerate myself and people in general. I have begged people to leave me alone but no one listens when I am at my worst. I end up secluding myself so I won't lash out at them. I cannot control myself. Faith at these times elude me. God where are you when I need you!
My husband is having a hard time when both are active. He is very supportive to me and understanding of my moods. His LOVE supports me and we have a very good marrige of nearly 25 years.
Because of a back injury leaving me permently disabled, all this is very trying to me. Please pray for my self and my Beloved. God Bless You.
