Please pray for me for the following:
I have been unemployed since 2005, unable to find a job in an office or something that will not require my standing for long periods. I was a cook in a school and injured my back, my knees and shoulders became bad due the the work. I had major surgery in 2002 involving my bladder and other female parts. My doctors told me then not to continue in this line of work. I did for another 3 years and on my annual check-up they told me my problems were starting again and that I would be in a worse place than before, so I had to make the decision to quit my job and go on disability. I am having a difficult time collecting worker's comp.or SS disability. I have no money coming in except for my pension from NYS which is not much at all.
I wound up buying a home as an investment and it has been a disaster, unable to rent the apt. for months on end. Its been for sale.
Praise Jesus, so many Thanks to Him, because now I just rented the apt. and the new tenants are saying they may want to buy it. I am in need of selling a one bedroom mobile home also.
I am in deep, deep credit card debt. I need prayers to stop making bad decisions and impulsive decisions. I need to be out of debt.
I also need prayers for my son Michael to meet a nice Catholic girl. He thinks something is wrong with him as he is not having any luck.
I told him his time just has not arrived. He is a wonderful young man.
I struggle with depression and am taking medication, sometimes I think it is not working any longer. I blame myself for an aboriton that my ex-husband forced me into. I know God forgives me I can't forgive myself.
Finally, I would like my sons to have a closer relationship with me. They are good now, I want it to be better. They just don't want to see what their father put me through. They are always afarid of not pleasing him. I keep telling them they need to please themselves. I think their fear is based on him abandoing his son from a previous marriage. Its a long story, they just need to be away from their father, he is too materialistic and influention.
I thank you so very much. Sorry for the long story. I know I asked for many prayers believe me I am in desperate,desperate need.
