Heart Dismembered


by Pavel Chichikov

One leg is a hollow shell

More muscular than your leg was

It leans against the bedside wall

Artificial as my voice is

To be thirteen with only one

The artificial one displayed –

What cancer to the growing bone

Has made them cut your step away?

Calm down, calm down you tell the mutt

I visit with – your father sits

In shadow, locks his features up,

We two seem calm – we hypocrites

Loud dismay we musn't show,

That part of us is severed too

And must be stifled lest it grow

Too grief-loud to be listened to

Lament, lament – the mind must live

In grievances the tongue reserves

To secrecy – if Lord of love

Why must the blameless suffer so?

Prosthetic cold stability

On every face – synthetic prayer

That seems indifferent perfectly –

How pale, how small of voice you are

Could cripple to a cripple be

And amputation understand

I would express identity

And heart dismembered take your hand

Visit Pavel's website at Grey Owl Press.

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