Don’t Let Your To-Do List Make You Miss Being a Dad

In a technological world of instant gratification, it has become very difficult to be patient for anything to come full circle, whether it’s personal goals or products arriving in the mail.  The patient man or woman is usually a simple man or woman with the ability to understand the beauty of the process; not just the outcome.

I am not patient.

It doesn’t matter what we’re talking about, but there’s a good chance I don’t have the patience for it. I like things to be completed so I can sit in my easy chair and enjoy the fact that something has been accomplished, such as a house project or cleaning the kitchen after dinner.  In fact, I look forward to sitting down so much that the process of completing a goal is not only stressful for me, but for my entire family.  The thing is, it is in the moments of doing things that we are with our family, and those are the moments especially important to teaching our children.  If we just want to blow by those moments, or if we treat them like a burden to be lifted, we miss an opportunity.

I know firsthand that a lack of patience can unquestionably contribute to a poor quality of life. I’ll give you a recent example. My beautiful wife and I purchased a new home a couple of months ago.  Like any new home, there will be renovations to make and landscaping to alter to our liking.  Now, the patient person will assess each project individually and probably find enjoyment in working on and eventually completing each one.  Not me.  I look at the whole picture without condensing it into separate projects, and I am immediately overwhelmed with the amount of work it is going to take to complete everything.  I see the trees we want cut down, the walls we want removed, the new colors for the outside of the house, the new carpet in the downstairs, the multiple rooms we want to convert to bedrooms, the grass we want to plant, the fence we want put up, the outdoor furniture and plants we want on the patio, and the trail I want to build through the woods; and I want it all done now.

I become disgruntled. I don’t want to deal with it. What do I do?

I go outside, grab the chainsaw, and start the process of clearing the trees we have already felled. That lasts for about ten minutes until my wife comes out and reminds me she’s doing the shopping today.  OK.  Fine. No big deal.  She leaves, I bring the kids outside to “help”, and it all goes down hill from there.  It’s too hot out for the younger two kids, or the eldest wants to do everything himself (which takes forever), or the middle child has chosen today to not listen to a word I say, or they are fighting over who gets to use the big clippers, and so on. Progress is not being made, so I can give up or put them in front of the TV and overwork myself to try and get things done in half the time.  No one has fun.  No one enjoys the process.  Why? Because I hate the process and all I can see is the finish line.

The problem with this is I miss all the good stuff.  I miss the opportunity to help my children grow and learn.  I miss the enjoyment of the raw innocence of my children and laughing with them when we screw something up.  I miss their smiles and sometimes the jokes they crack because I’m in a hurry to get it all done.  My wife gets home, and I’m miserable and exhausted from doing, well, nothing. I, by choice, have degraded my quality of life and the quality of life of those around me by being impatient.

I’m the same way with the cleanliness of the house:  the laundry piles up on the floor, the kids don’t pick up after themselves, my wife hasn’t had time to clean the kitchen, and the school room is a mess because the young one dumped out the puzzles.  Again.  I run around the house like a tornado picking things up after a long day of work, huffing and puffing loud enough to make sure my wife hears me.  I do this often, and it drives my wife crazy since she now feels inadequate because the house isn’t clean and organized according to my standards.  We talk about it often, but I usually revert to the same routine.  And the result?  I exhaust myself running around the house, make my wife feel like junk, and then don’t want to spend necessary time with the kids reading scripture or playing games at the end of the day.

All of this changed a bit when my wife and I were discussing this very situation a couple of months ago. Although we usually end the “discussion” with “we both need to get better,” my wife approached it differently this time.  She explained to me that organizing and cleaning the house simply isn’t on top of the priority list.  Do what?! Yes, it’s important; but as a homeschooling mother there are many other things that trump the cleaning.  She continued to tell me her priorities: spending extra time with the kids to make sure they actually understand their lessons, making sure that the eldest practices his violin, keeping their hair cut and her children well cleaned and groomed, spending time outside with the children, coordinating events and lessons at our church’s co-op school, and giving the kids chores to complete even when the end result is not spectacular. She is busy being a mother, and she has made that her priority.  I can start to see the beauty of the process through her eyes, and how wonderful it can be when one of the children do something very well that she had the patience to wait for.  She’s an amazing mother, and she’s helped me over the past several months to become an even better father.

I am slowly teaching myself to try and relax and enjoy every moment possible with my children, for one day they will be gone.  I will sit at home on my deck, looking at my perfectly manicured lawn coupled with the gorgeous landscaping, and realize how many opportunities I missed with my children to be a father.  And for what? For nothing.  If you have children, you should allow for things to not go as planned.  If the house isn’t clean or you haven’t had a chance to build shelves for your workshop in the basement, you need to get over it.  It’s not easy, and as parents you rarely get to do things you want to do; but that’s kind of what we signed up for as parents.  Enjoy it before it’s gone, and don’t stress about the things you can’t get to; it will all still be there waiting for you.  Don’t live your life in a constant state of stress like I used to.  Choose wisely.  Persevere in hardship; or, be patient for the outcome even when things are not going the way you want them to.

 

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Wesley Wolfe

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Residing in the beauty of western North Carolina, Wesley Wolfe finds encouragement and incentive in the magic of the Blue Ridge Mountains. Wesley uses life experiences with his wife and four children to inspire and motivate his readers. An advocate of prayer and scripture digestion, Wesley enjoys attending Mass with his family, writing poetry, hiking, and guiding his children on the path of holiness and righteousness.

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